Fuuuuuuuuck.

So it’s been a solid week since I’ve had any communication with my “best friend”. You see, I put best friend in quotations because a true best friend wouldn’t abandon and intentionally ignore me the way that he has been doing. I don’t have a clue about what’s going on in his life right now or why he is treating me like dog shit, but I’m getting a bit sick of it. I was really looking forward to spending my Spring Break with him, taking him all around Alaska, holding him, loving him, but no. Instead he is acting like a complete child who cannot confront his issues face on. 

Here is my message to you, Brian Norton:

I need my best friend. You are being incredibly selfish and childish in your effort to ignore me. I am going through a lot of shit and I need you there. You claim to always be there for me. You claim that I am your best friend. You claim that you love me. Well if you do, prove it. I am tired of this. Get off your ass and call me. Fuck.

Listening to the planes taking off outside of my window. 

Makes me wish I was on one of them, headed to you.